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Aku Ingin Aku ingin ucapkan sepatah sesuatu Namun lidahku terpasung kelu Tertatih bersama sentuhan angin Yang hinggap pada ujung rambut, lekuk pinggang, dan aroma tubuhmu sayang Cahya, Ingin kucintai kau dengan sederhana Apa adanya topeng hina Tapi senja tampar mukaku Berkabut debu-debu Telat ku gapai Saat detik gundah di waktu yang singgah Jatuh cintaku pada terangmu Hilang dalam hatimu Terurai riangmu di lengkung pelangi Di malam nan hikmat Di tawa yang beriak itu Kau syahdu disana Seperti rerimbun kenang Sayup binar bidadari Suguhi aku anggur duniawi Dalam sisa malamku Dan penantian panjangmu Berjanjilah padaku, kau tak kan padam terganti Seumur nanti kelepak rajawali 14 Mei 2016. Mencintaimu Hirup pikuk rasa tak lapuk elegi hasrat dalam hati memetik dawai sunyi guratkan harmoni tapi tak mampu pahami Semerbak harum kenanga sekokoh tegak cemara cendrawasih bertengger diatas ranting senja lantunkan kidung sebilah jiwa Apakah cinta, beserta busana hadirnya? Aku menyentuhnya, berdansa bersama akan tetapi mengapa disaat raga terlunta aku mengasihi, setulus sang surya redup cahaya sosoknya hilang di kelokan lara Darah melambat perlahan keluar dari pusat dera nelangsa dari jantung, hati, hingga pori-pori mengoyak telak di dada Muara cinta sejati yang tak mampu menepi Butir-butir dari pelupuk mataku beku membingkai sungai nan bisu iringi teduh pangkuanmu yang telah berlalu “Aku akan membuatmu bahagia, aku seseorang yang mencintaimu.” itulah kata-kata yang seakan hilang tenaga menanti nestapa menjadi mitos yang hangus tergerus pupus Mulutku terkunci menanti bulan pergi angan terdiam angin membawa dingin malam terbenam di beranda bening botol arak banjiri kerongkongan ku teguk satu demi satu bintang cakrawala Dalam diam saat lelap, ingin ku sambatkan cempaka ditelingamu membelai jelita dengan untaian syair-syair harapan tetaplah senantiasa ada, riang tersenyum mengecup kenang andai keadaan dan perbedaan tidak memisahkan , Maret 2016

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I Desire I want to utter a word But my tongue is bound, speechless Stumbling with the touch of the wind That alights on the tips of your hair, the curve of your waist, and the scent of your body, my dear Cahya, I want to love you simply Just as you are, without a humble facade But dusk slapped my face Misty with dust Too late I reached When anxious moments lingered My love fell for your light Lost within your heart Your joy unfurled in the arc of a rainbow On a solemn night In that rippling laughter You are serene there Like a thicket of memories A faint glimmer of an angel Offer me worldly wine In the remainder of my night And your long wait Promise me, you will not fade, nor be replaced For all time, like the eagle's wingbeat May 14, 2016. Loving You The clamor of feelings, an unfading elegy of desire within the heart, plucking silent strings, etching harmony, yet unable to comprehend. The fragrant scent of ylang-ylang, as sturdy as an upright pine, a bird of paradise perched on a twilight branch, singing a song of a single soul. Is it love, with its very presence? I touched it, danced with it but why, when my body was adrift, did I love, as sincerely as the sun its dim light, its form vanished in the bends of sorrow Blood slowly seeped from the core of anguish's torment from heart, soul, to pores, tearing sharply at the chest The estuary of true love that cannot reach the shore Tears from my eyelids froze, framing a silent river accompanying your serene embrace that has passed “I will make you happy, I am someone who loves you.” those were the words that seemed to lose strength, waiting for sorrow to become a myth, scorched, eroded, vanished. My mouth was sealed, waiting for the moon to depart My thoughts fell silent, the wind brought the night's chill, setting on the clear veranda; a bottle of arrack flooded my throat as I drank, one by one, the stars of the firmament In silence

I Desire and I Love You (Poem)

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